What if I'm not a superhero? What if I'm the bad guy?




You are my life now.



Do I dazzle you?




Bella,
I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.

Moonless Night

Very dark

sky like black velvet

dotted with stars

little points of light

and beauty

Metor

streaking across my night

light

brilliancy

beauty

everything on fire

Fallen over the horizon

world plunged into blackness

darkness surrounds

no beam of welcome light

the brighten my night

Nothing has changed

everything

exactly

the

way

it

was

but

my eyes

blinded

can't see the stars

anymore

and there is no more reason

for anything.

Ok- the quote

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were the stars- little points of life and reason.
Then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire;
there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone,
when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
everything went black.
Nothing had changed,
but my eyes were blinded by the light.
And there was no more reason for anything."

I enjoy doing Healing Touch for others. I've completed Healing Touch Levels I, II, and III. Someday I would like to begin HT Level IV; I also perform Distant Healing. I am interested in learning Animal Reiki. I enjoy spending my time with my grandchildren, my DH, long walks on the beach under a full moon, gazing at the stars, the rain in the summer (but dislike the humidity), love the thunder and lightning, rainbows, gardening, dolphins, reading about astrology; automatic writing, counted cross stitch, tole painting, and bead work.
I like to collect Angels, crystals, dragonflies, and windchimes.
I am an Aquarius.



"Be the living expression of God's kindness ~
kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile, kindness in your warm touch,
Let no~one ever come to you without leaving better & happier."
~ Mother Theresa

One thing life has taught me ~
If you're interested, you never have to look for new interests. They come to you. When you are genuinely interested in one thing, it will always lead to something else.
~ Eleanor Roosevelt

And I love this ~ Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well reserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming . . "Damn, What a ride!!!"

In this special moment in life . . .
Think freely. Practice patience. Smile often.
Savor special moments. Live God's message.
Make new friends. Rediscover old ones.
Tell those that you love that you do.
Feel deeply.
Forget trouble. Forgive an enemy.
Hope. Grow. Be crazy.
Count your blessings. Observe miracles.
Make them happen. Discard worry.
Give. Give in. Trust enough to take.
Pick some flowers. Share them.
Keep a promise. Look for rainbows.
Gaze at stars. See beauty everywhere.
Work hard. Be wise.
Try to understand.

Take time for yourself.

Laugh heartily. Spread joy.
Take a chance. Reach out. Let someone in.
Try something new. Slow down.
Be soft sometimes. Believe in yourself.
Trust others.
See a sun rise. Listen to rain.

Reminisce.

Cry when you need to. Trust life.
Have faith. Enjoy wonder.
Comfort a friend. Have good ideas.
Make mistakes. Learn from them.

Celebrate Life . . .

Light is a portion of the electromagnetic spectrum surrounding us. The light frequencies are perceived and recognized as color through the eyes and brain. When white light hits a prism it is seen as the seven rainbow colors. The human body has seven main chakras, or energy vortexes that vibrate harmoniously with these seven color frequencies. If there are any energy blockages in the chakras, applying the correct light frequency can be very beneficial in clearing and restoring the area to proper functioning frequency. Branches of alternative medicine and ancient cultures have long recognized the power of color therapy to influence the body and the psyche.

The word Chakra means "wheel " based on the Sanskrit. There are 7 main
chakras that are lined up in ascending order from the base of the spine up to
the top of the head. Below you will find the mandalas that correspond with
each chakra.



What are chakras?

It is believed that chakras are spinning energy centers that are invisible to our
vision. Many people however are able to see these chakras with their mind's
eye. It is important for these major energy centers to be in balance because
our mind, body and spirit depends on it.

7th Sahasrara (crown) Highest Center associated with merging of human with the divine, spiritual Unity and final Liberation from the karmic wheel and earth plane. Governs the Cerebral Cortex, central nervous system, and pineal gland.

Colors: Violet, Clear, Opal, White, & Gold

6th Ajna (Third Eye) Center of intuition, insight, devotion to spiritual knowledge, wisdom and psychic abilities. Governs pituitary, nose, ears & eyes.

Color: Indigo

5th Vishuddha (throat) Center of communication, speech, effect of the spoken word on truth, expansion of consciousness. Governs thyroid, throat and mouth. Element is Ether.

Colors: Blue & Aqua

4th Anahata (heart) Center of compassion, altruism, forgiveness and acceptance. Governs the heart, circulatory system, arms, lungs, respiratory system & thymus gland. Element is Air

Colors: Green & Pink.

3rd Manipura (solar Plexus) Center of willpower, Self-respect, confidence, physical energy and self-control. Governs the adrenals, stomach, liver, muscles, nervous system, digestive system and Pancreas. Element is Fire.

Color: Yellow

2nd Svadhistana (sacral) Center of sexual desire, cravings, family life, harmony, tolerance. Governs reproductive organs and bladder. Element is Water.

Color: Orange

1st Muladhara (root) Center of the will to survive and function in the material world. Proper balance brings courage, stability, physical health, and stamina. Governs spinal column, adrenals, colon, anus, legs & bones. Element is Earth.

Color: Red